Checkered Attires

One of the most hit fashions now adays is the checkered style clothes or dress.

Here are some of the this... So nice and pretty to wear! Isn't it?

The latest in Me

After all, i missed going to work now! ahmf! I'm quite feeling bored right now. This is the first time ever that i feel this boredom since the day i left and off work. I thought it would make me happier having this lax life after all those stressful days. Huhumm. All I'm thinking right now is on how i am gonna get back everything like having work again. Thinking the first step that you're gonna make to start all over again is so depressing and stressful. Whenever i think about it, i feel like hopeless and uneasy. I am afraid of facing failures again! It's so tough at the start during the first step of finding a job. It's so tiring and all however, I need to do so and to sacrifice since I 'm the one who is in need of it. Another thing is, as other say, you have to send as many resumes as you can when you badly needed a job. But for me now, i just only sent few. uh oh! And, what should I expect? MIRACLE! hmp!

As of this moment, I am waiting for shall i say... Graces from God! hehe. ahmp! yeah..it could be! And hoping that I would be blessed with the graces that God would grant me. Yeah, hopefully in God's guidance and blessings, I'd be having my successful career someday since we can't deny the fact that it's really hard looking for a job right now especially this time of crisis. The unemployment rate is rapidly growing. Everyone is badly needing job! tsk.

....all i can say is...

Hopefully... hopefully...

Long Live Job seekers!

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Oh My P***** C*******

It really bothers me so much!huhu. I was struck with someone at the beach just today when we celebrated the birthday of the baby of my cousin who is also my... what we usually call "ina-anak". That someone i saw at the beach and the "EYE-TO-EYE" contact that we had which truly melted me so much keep on like flashing into my mind! I can't really let go that moments when our eyes met, twice! I can really feel something with that stares and, that's the reason why i feel like chasing him in my mind until now. I'm getting crazy because i keep on thinking things like, if only i do this and that...hahay! "Sayang!" and i'm like blaming myself for that wasted moments or chances that i failed to make a move!tsk! haha. grrr! Because there was a chance where i was holding the camera and he and his friends were like at the back of those people that i'm gonna take a shot. "Sayang!"huhu. I failed to take picture with him because of course, i'm like showing "pakipot", demure and im also watching my gestures or behavior since i'm a gurl. I should behave and have my pride. I don't want them even him think that im obviously flirting though i did. haha. Then, I never expected that their group would go home early. It was just 1pm when they packed up their things! Too early! This really made me sad and i felt the fast beat of my heart becaus i got pressured with the many thoughts in my mind! As n! Thinking that he will be gone from my eyes anymore and knowing that i don't have any idea about him, how could then, i meet this guy...

Well, it's only in my mind where i can chase him ,which is also the least i could do since i don't know about him even his name, where he come from and everything about him, im nothing. I just knew him by Face!huhu OMG! Now, i'm like paranoid about him. How could i meet him or see him again? Should i relay and believe in Destiny starting now? uh oh! hahay, I'm so funny why i keep thinking this stuff!haha. Anyway, i'm just unloading my heavy thoughts and feelings here. The worst was, i felt sad, hurt and i really wanna scream so loud upon seeing him walking to the exit until he's out from my sight anymore. The fact that i will never see him again is indeed, hurt me so much! It's so hard to rationalize things between us like, how could we meet and see each other again? Is there any chance wherein we'll be bumped to each other in one place and we could recognize one another? I'm really hoping and praying for that moment to happen.

Hahay. His looks and his eyes keep on flashing in my thoughts out from nowhere and bothering me, truly! I wish we'll meet some time.

July 14

I am now 21 years old. I celebrated my birthday few days ago, the 14th of July. Naks! I've really done a stupid thing on that day just for me to hide my real birth date to some of my friends even my new friends! Am i that bad?! haha. The freakiest thing i did was changing my birth date and month in my social networking sites such as Friendster and Facebook. I have altered my birthday in my 2 accounts in friendster so that it won't send alert or notification to my friends and those people connected to me. Moreover, hiding my birthday during that day from the "Birthday List" makes me at ease. tsk2. haha. Too stupid! I'd prefer them to know my real birthday after my it happend so that it won't bothered me anymore.haha. Actually, I was just doing that because I don't want everybody to be caught with my attention since it's my birthday. My point is, i just want it to be normal or just an ordinary day so that i won't be bothered by some people who keep on asking and expecting something from me. hehe.

The firt person who greeted me at 12 in the morning was one of my close friends in our training. His name is Jao. He is the only person who knows my real birth date. hehe. Then, the ring of my phone awakens me in the morning. It was my Auntie Violy who called me up. I was quite touched when she greeted me and sung for me a birthday song like "Today is your birthday a very special day. You must be happy more that yesterday. Forget All your sorrows..." Upon hearing it, i felt special and happy. I did feel the essence of that day, somehow. When i checked my phone inbox, i received many greetings from my family and my friends. Thanks for them who still remember my birthday. WoooW! They are really my friends. hehe.

Well, at home we prepared something for my birthday however, i wasn't able to join or ate dinner with my Auntie and cousins since i was on duty. My duty started from 3pm to 11pm. During the day, i went to church, i attended mass at 12 noon and i also offered a red candle. I thanked God for everything, for that special day and I also asked for forgiveness. Afterwards, i bought a 1 gallon ice cream and brought it home.

Just yesterday, i got back my real birthday to my accounts. hehe. Definitely, some of my friends greeted me and they were like asking an apology for their late greetings since they were notified by friendster and facebook after i changed my birthday. uhmm. Again, i've changed it back after July 14. Tsk! hehe. I also got many greetings in facebook on the day of my birthday. Most of those people who really greeted me on the day of my birthday were my old and close friends!

Well, Thank You, Thank You!

This is it! Am i?

Well, I really don't understand anymore. I am quite confused. Just today, I tried to tell him that all i want is FREEDOM. I'm still like hanging at this moment since we are not seriously talking about it yet, since we just got back our relationship last month. Last night, when he called me i sounded like monotonous and our conversation was so dry. I reasoned out that i was just tired from work where in fact, i am no longer happy with him. I feel so numb with him anymore since the last week when we failed to keep in touch or contact with each other. Yeah, during last week i tried to understand the flaws in our relationship because we're both busy. Yet, his more busy than me because he needed to concentrate with his review in Nursing board exam last week, June 5-6. He didn't even text me or call me huh to greet for our "monthsary". With that, i did not greet him as well since i was really waiting for him to do so as well as, if he can still rememebr. Unluckily, there was none! I tried to understand and just took for granted all of those flaws. I never sent him him any messages too 'coz iw as really like waiting for him. Unexpectedly, it turned worst. I came to realize that he is no longer important to me. His importance to me vanishes even just for almost a week with no contact. I realized how tough it is when you're having a long distance relationship and there are guys out there who'll like trying to get your attention. Hey, I'm just a normal gal who easily falls and get attracted with, especially that i am exploring and trying to look for that someone to love and love me more than I do! naks! yeah, honestly.

I think the main reason of all of this is the happiness and the attention i got from the people who keep on showing their affection to me. Hahay, because of our weak relationship it did break down. I really feel so sad about it. Somehow, i cant deny that i do love him. Even before, though there were others who tried to express their feelings and admiration to me, i won't just entertain them. I just simply ignore it since i already have him whom i love and like. Until such time, that i get weak to hold on to him. Now, yes,i admit that it 's really my fault, since i keep on denying that i have relationship with someone. I always deny that i have boyfriend. As an outcome, i was caught by someone's attention which turns me numb to him and his importance to me is slowly fading.

Whenever i think about it especially him i would feel the pain. I'm still like hurt of what is happening. Actually, I do like and love him. Imagine, i still gave him the chance to start again with our relationship. Unfortunately, we were not able to work it out for the better. It turned worst. Maybe because we are far from each other. It is only the cellphone which makes our relationship runs however, we're unable to for a week with no contact and for the very shallow reason. Above all, it's just the feeling is fading little by little. So, i decided to end this up before i would hurt him more or he would hurt me again. tsk. how sad. You know, i still have the thought that maybe i would regret with my decision of letting him go. The reason why i keep on asking myself if i do really make a good decision. huhu. Hopefully! And hopefully, he would understand and accept whatever it is. However, there is still a hope in me that i'm gonna find someone who's right for me, in God's glory! The man who would make me say, "Oh God, You are the one!".